悉达多讲的什么 名著精读:《悉达多》-在河边(2)

名著精读:《悉达多》-在河边(2)  

He also put an end to this
this also died in him. He rose
bid his farewell to the mango-tree
his farewell to the pleasure-garden. Since he had been without food this day
he felt strong hunger
and thought of his house in the city
of his chamber and bed
of the table with the meals on it. He smiled tiredly
shook himself
and bid his farewell to these things.
In the same hour of the night
Siddhartha left his garden
left the city
and never came back. For a long time
Kamaswami had people look for him
thinking that he had fallen into the hands of robbers. Kamala had no one look for him. When she was told that Siddhartha had disappeared
she was not astonished. Did she not always expect it? Was he not a Samana
a man who was at home nowhere
a pilgrim? And most of all
she had felt this the last time they had been together
and she was happy
in spite of all the pain of the loss
that she had pulled him so affectionately to her heart for this last time
that she had felt one more time to be so pletely possessed and perated by him.
When she received the first news of Siddhartha's disappearance
she went to the window
where she held a rare singing bird captive in a golden cage. She opened the door of the cage
took the bird out and let it fly. For a long time
she gazed after it
the flying bird. From this day on
she received no more visitors and kept her house locked. But after some time
she became aware that she was pregnant from the last time she was together with Siddhartha.